Okay, so... it's been a while since I've been on livejournal. I kinda haven't been talking to anyone for months. I'm sick all the time and I'm working all the time... it's hard right now. I know that's no excuse, but that's all the explanation I have.
I'm looking for another job. I'm over this one. I'm tired of being taken advantage of and disrespected. I'm tired of having to play the game and put on a good face for people I hate. I'm tired of being the boss' whipping boy and getting nothing in return. I'm tired of being responsible for making everyone happy but myself.
So. I'm looking. So far, no luck, with the economy being what it is. But I'll keep trying. I can be patient. I've survived this long. I can do this.
I haven't been writing at all. I feel like all of my energy gets sucked up by my job and I have none left over for my muse. Like, I'm so grounded in the 'real world' that I can't connect with my imagination anymore.
Or maybe that's just the horrific migraine I've had for two weeks now. But I've felt that way for a while.
I feel the need for a change. A purge. Something different.
Sorry for the whining. Sometimes I just need to get it out.
On a brighter note, I am now able to take any picture on the net that I want, so my collections are growing exponentially. lol. But I'm happy. And videos aren't a problem for me either. Not anymore. lol. I am very pleased about that. After years of wishing I could take them, I've finally figured out how. Thanks to my sister for getting me started.
And there's so much new music coming out soon... I can't wait. I am especially looking forward to Jeffree Star, Lights, Tokio Hotel and The Academy Is. Hopefully Paramore and Boys Like Girls don't suck either. lol. I am sick and tired of being let down by bands I like (Silverchair, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...I'm looking at you).
Got into Gossip Girl recently. I thought that show would suck, but I actually enjoy it a lot. My sister and I have been devouring the first two seasons. I can't wait to see the third.
Introduced my sister to the wonder that is the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I knew she'd like it. lol. It's right up her alley.
I'll leave you all with some of my favorite lyrics right now. It's from memory, so it may not be 100% accurate, but you get the picture:
She said, "You're just a letdown.
Another one of my mistakes.
I never loved you anyway.
I never did and I never will."
"Letdown" - This Providence
I'm looking for another job. I'm over this one. I'm tired of being taken advantage of and disrespected. I'm tired of having to play the game and put on a good face for people I hate. I'm tired of being the boss' whipping boy and getting nothing in return. I'm tired of being responsible for making everyone happy but myself.
So. I'm looking. So far, no luck, with the economy being what it is. But I'll keep trying. I can be patient. I've survived this long. I can do this.
I haven't been writing at all. I feel like all of my energy gets sucked up by my job and I have none left over for my muse. Like, I'm so grounded in the 'real world' that I can't connect with my imagination anymore.
Or maybe that's just the horrific migraine I've had for two weeks now. But I've felt that way for a while.
I feel the need for a change. A purge. Something different.
Sorry for the whining. Sometimes I just need to get it out.
On a brighter note, I am now able to take any picture on the net that I want, so my collections are growing exponentially. lol. But I'm happy. And videos aren't a problem for me either. Not anymore. lol. I am very pleased about that. After years of wishing I could take them, I've finally figured out how. Thanks to my sister for getting me started.
And there's so much new music coming out soon... I can't wait. I am especially looking forward to Jeffree Star, Lights, Tokio Hotel and The Academy Is. Hopefully Paramore and Boys Like Girls don't suck either. lol. I am sick and tired of being let down by bands I like (Silverchair, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...I'm looking at you).
Got into Gossip Girl recently. I thought that show would suck, but I actually enjoy it a lot. My sister and I have been devouring the first two seasons. I can't wait to see the third.
Introduced my sister to the wonder that is the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I knew she'd like it. lol. It's right up her alley.
I'll leave you all with some of my favorite lyrics right now. It's from memory, so it may not be 100% accurate, but you get the picture:
She said, "You're just a letdown.
Another one of my mistakes.
I never loved you anyway.
I never did and I never will."
"Letdown" - This Providence
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